Sadness is when you feel like you are so hopeless, u failed to connect with your surroundings and everyone.
You tried to act cool but deep inside your emotions burst into million pieces of shards.
You collect all of yourself and try to make what is left of what you got.
And to be honest, it hurts, hurts so bad that you rather be with yourself rather than explaining yourself to others.
My heart cannot feel anything anymore
The advise was to just let go
It has been two years since you left, and yet your shadow still lingers
Was it because it was abrupt? The way you left?
The questions are still here
And i want your answers
Where are you?
I don’t believe you,
Who are you to say something like that?
I am way better than you,
Must i follow?
No one is perfect!
But do i have to listen?
I can do it myself.
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