You projected yourself to be a circle
You love yourself
You know that it is best to be that way.
Yet….
People presume that you should be a square
You must comply or you will be considered as weirdo
At times you change yourself, just for the sake of complying
Yet deep inside you know that you are a cirlce
You hate everything in you when you try to fool yourself
And you hope that people would understand……..
My heart cannot feel anything anymore
The advise was to just let go
It has been two years since you left, and yet your shadow still lingers
Was it because it was abrupt? The way you left?
The questions are still here
And i want your answers
Where are you?
To those who think that they can control you, tell them goodbye
To those who walk with you side by side, show them you are grateful
To those who hurt you, forgive them
For life is not forever and that what you give will get back to you.
they shined brightly,
I envy them,
Through the darkest night,
So bright even after they’re long gone,
What moves you? What’s your purpose?
To shine with a purpose. To live and to enjoy life,
I wanted all that!
Nothing fancy
Just me, trying to get by
I am lost
Living just for the sake of living
Drowning in my own miserable thoughts
Though i hope one day i’ll find a way
Till then, wish me well.
it ended abruptly
It hurts me
You are happy
I am miserable
I am stuck in-between
And you, you moved on
It was easy for you
Whilst i, i am dying little by little.
I don’t believe you,
Who are you to say something like that?
I am way better than you,
Must i follow?
No one is perfect!
But do i have to listen?
I can do it myself.
You told me that you are funny,
You told me that you are kind,
And you told me that you are a good listener.
But you were mistaken as being grumpy,
Mistaken that you are dumb,
And mistaken as a storyteller.
WHO ARE YOU?
Perfection is what they up to.
They’ll look down on their inferior.
What they aim are praises.
They’ll step on up you when they have the chance.
They are selfish.
They believe that they’ll be okay.
Owh how i wish that they’ll got slapped on their face.
With their stunned face they’ll realise that they have lost everything.
I long for that day.. Long for that day.
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